thoughts of mis-conceptions

It’s 5.53am. I am tired. I want to sleep but I can’t. Most probably I’ve gotten used to waiting for Gummy Bear to finish work. He asked me to sleep. Probably he doesn’t have the mood to talk to me later. Well, let him just take that I am sleeping. Well, What I wish for is for me to stop seeing things and stop allowing my imagination to run wild. Somehow, I just have that strange feeling that it is not over yet as much as u try so hard to convince. I have my darkest moments too. Sometimes I just wish so hard for me to faint and lose my memory again. I do not wanna remember those moments. I wished my curiousity doesn’t kill me at all. I wish… I wish…

My birthday wish: To be happy and free