Shut Down

In time to come, I will shut myself down and no one will ever see me. I shall not entertain anyone because the one that is close with me always hurts me the most. Go ahead if you think you can control me, tell that to her. I suspected it long ago and I knew about it ages ago. There isn’t a need for you to hide. You are merely being unfaithful. Admit it. You have the damn god bloody cheek. Jesus Christ. I saw her. 

Of all places.

My home. 

You know what?! 

I wish I didn’t survive that night. I wished that I stopped breathing and never come back to earth. You just don’t deserve my respect. I lost my respect for you ever since the day you turn violent.